April Showers: Day 6

Late, but better than never! I wasn't too sure what to do for number 6, because I feel like there's multiple hard things in my life that I would consider to be harder than most other people would. Like I've had terrible breakups, which some people think breakups aren't bad, but to me they were and the way I ended up feeling was hard. I think I'll say the hardest thing was when my grandmother passed away. I knew people died, but I never had anyone close to me die and I always felt like the people I knew were invincible. I think you feel that way until you're proven wrong.. Also, when I thought about it I kind of always thought I'd die before everyone else. Not in any special way, but just I never saw anyone dying. It makes you think about a lot of stuff. I've always been scared of my mum dying, but when my grandmother actually did it made everything feel real.